20100413

Port Au Prince, Haiti 2010






































I was assigned another Learning For Life project and I was both enormously excited for it and slightly weary but all the while knowing this would be an awesome experience. This was Project Entrepreneur in Haiti. Learning for Life in Haiti is implementing its Project Entrepreneur program, designed to give participants practical knowledge and skills in construction to help rebuild and further develop their local communities after massive damage from the earthquake that killed 230,000 people. Again this was very exciting to go and actually see first hand the enormity of this catastrophe and to try and somehow document it. Then there was another part of me that was a bit afraid to see the reality of it, I suppose its one thing to sit in your comfortable home sipping a nice cold beer or snacking on food and hearing about this massive earthquake and while being constantly exposed to the horrific images we all witnessed. Its quite another feeling to be on a 7:00am flight headed to Port Au Prince in search of pockets of hope in this complete hellish situation. I really didn't know what to expect, would there be bodies still around or people in utter desperation clinging and begging to every car with a white person and charity magnet on the side ? I had no idea about the scene on the ground the only thing I knew that I would see was a city full of crumbled buildings and people trying to make sense of it all.
Our arrival in Port Au Prince was like most other airports except when we got off the airplane nervous with excitement and awaiting our transport to our luggage pick up there was some amazing music being played by 5 Haitians, welcoming everyone that was arriving. The fact of the matter is that everyone arriving was there to help in some sort of way, lets face it there aren't many people going on holiday in Port Au Prince. So there I was standing in a line of do gooders hearing this great music,and being reminded of Etolie De Dakar but without the horns. I suppose this was Haiti's way of thanking everyone for coming to Haiti to lend a hand, a bit of music for the soul, as these souls listening were helping those most affected by this disaster.We all crammed into the the auto bus to take us to customs, after arriving getting doing the usual song and dance at customs after being stamped through there we were waiting for our luggage in a sea of people in a make shift baggage claim that seemed more like a suitcase obsessed uncle's garage. After a bit of congestion and aggressive baggage watch we retrieved all of our bags and headed out to meet our driver. As we exited the airport on to the street I was told by Patrick, the Diageo person in charge of the Haiti projects, not to let anyone grab my bag and to only go with the person he tells me and to keep moving! As I lifted my head up I began to realize why, it reminded me of a market day on Sunday in any third world country people aggressively selling their services trying to grab your bags to help you in hopes of getting a tip. I looked up pushing and pulling my way past a couple of dozen people, cars honking from what seemed like every direction. It was a frantic energetic feeling and I instantly liked it, it kept you on your toes, listening to every word someone is yelling or reading the expressions on the faces of your future temporary employees. In the midst of all of this confusion there was our guide Isnell, a tall skinny lanky spectacle wearing Haitian that instantly made you feel at ease with his calm, confidant knowingly smile and his quick action an intelligent young man with the face of a sophomore constantly on top of his game.
Isnell works for Idejen (http://idejen.edc.org/) a charity program in Haiti that has been working with Diageo through Project Entrepreneur. He was our guide through his country that has literally been torn apart. Also we had a big wig from Diageo with us to take a tour of the devastation and then later speak at a graduation that Diageo and Idejen arranged for its first graduating class. As we sped through the streets of Port Au Prince we began to see the damage, complete buildings just violently collapsed, grocery stores, gas stations,schools, daycares, hair salons,restaurants, apartment buildings and houses completely demolished and all of us realizing all the people that must have been in those places during that frightful time, we all rode in complete silence eyes glued to the evidence. One of our stops was The Presidential Palace completely toppled over and folded with rubble everywhere. Just across the street was a make shift town of tents and temporary structures all a result of displaced people around 1,000,000 homeless people through out Haiti. Well this was our first location to interview our big wig, with the Presidential Palace in ruin as our backdrop, a slight nauseating feeling came over me. Just before we conducted our interview we came across the UN in their tanks, these troopers were French and looking super tuff and somehow fashionable in camo with their machine guns on their Hummer on steroids all the while flexing the muscles of the world military force. After that we walked into the tent city to do an interview with our big wig, as we walked through people were a bit confused as way we where there but flashing me with occasional smiles, I remember one women sitting down as I looked at her with a smurked half grin and she throwing one back at me. I lifted my camera looking on she pulled the blanket ,that was actually the door to her house ,half over her face exuding a shy laugh. This had a great effect on me being where I was at the time and who I was with she could have easily been angry as we intruded but through all of that horror just outside her makeshift walls, she laughed like a child in adolescent embarrassment.
After that we headed to a few more places witnessing the damage we finally arrived to our destination a city park that had sugarcane and rum history. It use to be an old distillery in the 1930's and still had the machinery in the park with giant gear houses for thrashing the sugarcane. This was an absolute oasis in the midst of all the destruction and fallen concrete. This graduation was quite a big deal the first class graduation not only that but the sense of hope and pride it must have instilled I can't even begin to imagine. Everyone was dressed to the gills as they say, there were 150 graduating students and around 300 people in attendance. In this program the graduates learn the essential skills of construction everything to demolition,building foundations, framing,repair and painting. Something Haiti desperately needs and these kids had a fire in their eyes all of them knowing the present state their country is in and the excitement and honor they had in graduating all eager to get started rebuilding their city this was amazing given the context. The ceremony was like a typical graduation ceremony very nice and very formal after a couple of hours we were done shooting all of us looking forward to an ice cold beer which our big wig had awaiting us near the bar, he too had the love for the hops and was impressed by our performance we all sat in amazement and wonder over the past 5 hours sipping our beers we made typical small talk and soon we began packing our gear ready to head to our hotel.

20100407

A Day At The Beach

























Well I spent a day at the beach recently and decided to bring my Polaroid Land camera
along. I went to South Beach you know where all the collage kids go to get wasted and make terrible decisions. Its a beach that has some characters no doubt, everywhere you look there is some thing happening. I looked over and I saw this guy, I really wish it could have been some amazingly beautiful exotic women slowly whisking the salt water from her hair. Instead I got a slightly chubby gay cuban man on his cell phone, hey you work with what you got! I proceeded to take some snaps of him lurker style instantly making me the creepiest person on the beach. It was well worth it as these 2 shots together will make a nice diptych.

20100405

At Last!





Well I ordered this sweet thing about a week ago it finally arrived today. As my dear friend Grant would say "I'm hella stoked" and that I was! I proceeded to scramble to unleash my wooden savior from its cardboard prison. I maniacally took of my trucks from my former board, tattered, beaten, chipped, bruised and stomped, it gave in quietly
and with honor. There is nothing like the feeling of getting a new deck when the one you've been riding has been beat to hell.......I suppose its like having a child or
getting married..........no no that surely must feel better........I suppose its kind of like getting a new car with out that new car smell......yes thats it!


20100404

I Shot A Latin Pop Star!




















So this guy is hot stuff in Latin America the chickas go bonkers over
this guy, he name is Beto Cuevas. I shot him in Bogota, Colombia
nice guy great attitude easy to shoot!

20100327

Kingston, Jamaica A Day in The Life........


I arrived in Kingston, Jamaica in January of 2010 on assignment to photograph a day in the life of Andre Fairclough Project Artist student. This is a program sponsored by Red Stripe and Diageo as part of their larger initiative, Learning For Life. I was given access to a young musicians life for an entire day, needless to say I was very excited to photograph this assignment. I first met Andre as I was stepping out of a van at about 7:00 am on bright, crisp beautiful day in Kingston. The first thing I noticed was Andre's excitement about the project and his infectious smile. I was privileged to meet his family and friends and spend some quality time just experiencing and photographing his life for an entire day. In the pages of this book you will see what I experienced meeting his family, having breakfast with his friends, taking his daughter to school and finally ending with Andre's graduation from the program. I was honored to meet this talented young man I wish him well and look forward to hearing his name in the music world.













20091222

San Salvador,El Salvador



























Well I haven't been on here in a long long time. A lot of things have been happening since the last time I posted something on my blog, the world it taking shape and opportunities are revealing themselves. I recently was offered a full time job to shoot for Luminosity Creative in Miami, Fl. This postion consist of traveling through out South America and some travel in Europe to photograph for Diageo, a company of Johnny Walker. I also am able to shoot my own photography under my company when time allows so I can continue servicing my current and potential clients. For this job I was recently sent to San Salvador, El Salvador to photograph the damage done by hurricane Ida and to photograph relief aid provided by Diageo.
My first impression of El Salvador was a poverty stricken place with an amazing natural beauty sprouting from its land and its people. Sadly the city of San Salvador is a very polluted place, with exhaust billowing from every tail pipe forming in a hazy layer of carbon monoxide through out the city. The city its self is a barricaded and guarded place, with security on most nice homes and places of substantial business. The security consists of one guy sitting in a chair holding an automatic shotgun just waiting for some action and they most likely see action from time to time, as San Salvador is home to some notorious gangs like Mara Salvatrucha aka MS-13. Most homes have German razor wire nestled atop a cinder block wall surrounding the entire home.
This is a very small country consisting of 7.2 million people, the most populated country in Central America with 1.5 million people in San Salvador with a majority residing in poverty. I suppose in times of desperation people take desperate measures hence having guards with shotguns and razor wire everywhere. I kept thinking as we drove around the city, how bad would it have to get before I resorted to breaking in to peoples homes? I'm positive I would never take that measure I would like to think I would be more resourceful than that,but I have never and probably never will experience poverty like that other than from the window of a rented car.
As I stated before I was there to photograph the destruction that hurricane Ida left behind, during this particular storm 200 people lost their lives and 15,000 families were affected. We traveled ( the video team and I) into these affected areas. We pulled into a small town hit by the hurricane, roads were washed out, debris everywhere with branches and garbage strewn about ,it reminded me of a dried up dirty river bed but the river bed was the actual road into town. We pulled up to a small cluster of houses nestled in the forest right next to a 150 ft hill, a perfect place for a landslide. I photographed a house in which a man had died. This house was butted right up next to the hill, awaiting for the careening earth from above, an unstoppable river of soil and rock ripped right through his house and took his life. It was a bit strange photographing the personal items of man who had died in the very room I was standing in only a few short weeks ago, knowing his family was somewhere near. As I climbed the landslide and stood at the top looking down it was a painful reminder of how we are at the mercy of mother nature and we are helpless when she is in full force. After photographing for a while we continued to down the road to the community center we I was to photograph relief aid being handed out to this community.
Arriving to the location it was a scene that gave me a feeling of hope and sadness. It was a great thing to see people getting aid in the form of food,medicine, bedding and on-site medical aid and being a part of a company like Diageo. Actually having a part in it made me feel quite good I must say. I also felt a kind of sadness knowing that these people have lost everything they own and in some cases lost those closest to them. I saw two women break down and cry explaining their situation, one of these women being the wife of the man that was killed in the house I was photographing earlier. That was an incredible thing to experience , I wanted to give her a hug and tell her everything is going to be alright. Perhaps I should have but I had work to do and kept my distance I figured that would be the best for both of us. I also noticed a great resilience in this community, these people have been through so much and yet everyone found a way to keep a smile on their faces despite their dark times.

20090830

An experiment with video
Video: Steven Karl Metzer
Music: Lights, I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness